Recently, Steve and I took a parenting class through our church. One of the biggest things that impacted me about the class was a point they made that as parents we are teaching our kids to be worshipers of God. You see, everyone worships something: themselves, people, jobs, possessions, status, etc. My kids will worship something. My desire and God's desire is that they worship the One True God.
The other day, as I was thinking about Charlotte and our current baby boy growing inside of me, God put a peace in my heart. I wondered for a second why God would choose to create Charlotte only to take her immediately to be with Him. Then it hit me. God created us to worship Him! It doesn't matter to Him if we've lived an actual life on this earth or if we bypassed earth and head straight to worship Him in Heaven as Charlotte did.
When I think of this little boy growing inside of me, I have such a great peace. God has been so gracious with me in giving me such a calm, peacefulness throughout this pregnancy. It is simply amazing. I trust and know God has created this new being with a specific plan...to worship Him! This little boy will either learn and practice worshiping God here on this earth as part of our family, or he will be placed directly in front of the Lord's throne worshiping God in Heaven. Although I desire nothing more than to have him here with us on this earth, I know that one day I will worship our mighty God for eternity with him in Heaven, as I will one day do with Charlotte.
I really need to watch my perspective to make sure I am not focusing on the temporal, the here and now, and make sure I am keeping my eyes on my King and the eternal. And in the mean time, I have a huge responsibility, teaching my other children how to be God worshipers.